BRITHI

Mofosoler ek schoole notun chakri te join koreche Soma. Somake thik sohure meye bola chole na,karon tar chotobela ta keteche nana jayegaye.Babar rail er chakrir doulote kokhono Bhagalpur,kokhono Giridi abar kokhono ba Bandele.tobe University r porasona se koreche kolkata te hostel e theke. Tai mofosoler school er chakri te tar maniye nite kosto hoyeni.abosso eta somar protham chakri,tar ecche aro porasona kore college e poranor.

soptom sreni te tar odhikangsho class thake.soma itihasher shikkhika.chatro ba chatri der modhye tar chatriraitar kache beshi priyo,tar choto choto meyeder proti ekta aladai tan ache.nijer bon nei bolei hoyeto ,r makeo to se college e dhokar agei hariyeche.
soptom shrenir ekti meye take besh akorshon kore,tar nam Bithi, Bithi roj pora pare, protham diker sarite bose,class e mon diye pora shone.tobe se beshi katha bole na! board e kokhono tar nam othe na, keo tar name kono abhijogo kore na! dosher modhye ektai,Bithi majhe majhei school kamai kore. r soma lokkhyo koreche komai korar por Bithi jokhon schoole ashe take aro rugno, monmora dekhaye.

itimodhye schooler half yearly porikkha hoye geche r goromer chuti o pore geche.Soma eisomoy nijer porasonaye mon diyeche,r tar phNake porikkhar katha dekhte dekhte tar mone hoyeche tar porano bodhhoy sarthok, sobai besh bhalo phol koreche r Bithi itihashe sorboccho number peyeche. tar proti ekta alada bhalobasha ache bole hoyeto take kichu pokkhopatitto kore beshi number diyeche bhebe soma aro dubar khata ta check koreche, kintu na ekti numbero komate pareni.

sebochor school er barshik anushthan e chatrider gaan tuliyechilo soma. Bithio chilo sei chatri dole. kintu pujor chutir age hothat Bithi ke r dekhte pelo na soma. oder class teacher ke jante chaile Geetika di sudhu bolechilo, " ke Bithi? asche na bujhi? meye ta bhishon bhoge!" pujor chuti pore gelo!

pujor chutir modhyei sukhabor ta peye gelo Soma! College Service Commission er porikkhate sosommane uttirno hoyeche se. anande neche uthlo tar mon-pran. torighori kore school er head mistress ke phone ek nisshase janalo sab kichu. uni ektu khunno holen mone hoyechilo! kintu sesab bhabar somoy ki ache tar! kichudin agei interview dite giyei Soma bujhechilo ebar hoyeto tar colleger chakri ta hoye jabe! seta je eto taratari hater muthote chole asbe sottie ki bhebechilo se?

dumash porer katha bolchi...! kolkata theke kichu ta dhokkin dike chobish pargonar ek colleger adhyapika Soma Banerjee. schooler chakri ta se majh pothei chere diye chole elo bole ekhon tar majhe majhe khub aporadhbodh hoy! barshik porikkhar mukhei obhabe chatrigul ke jole phele dite se chayeni. colleger authority r kache somoy cheyechilo se, kintu tara shaf na bole daye!! tarpor ei dumashe schooltar katha tar mone hoyeni bisesh. kintu aj mon ta khub anmona, tiffin time e bose Somar mon kemon chonchol hocchilo bare bare! seshe kando ta ghotlo bikele bari pherar somoy!
shit kal panchta bajte na bajtei sondhye neme jaye! soma colleger kachei ekta bari bhara niye thake. barir khub kachei ashe hothat se sunte pelo tar pechone kar payer sobdo. protham bar moner bhul bhebe egiye chollo soma. ebar kaner kache sposhto sunte pelo ekta golar aoyaj... Bithir gola, " didi apni phire asun"! pechon phire takiye Somar chokh andhokare kake jeno hatrate laglo. kintu kaoke dekhte pelo na! edik odik egiye pechiye rastate khuje beralo, nah! keo nei charipashe. dur theke ekta cycle er tung tung gonti tar shombhit pheralo.

por din soma college giye anek bole koye dupurer pore chuti nilo. kalke se sara ta sondhye ratri ki asthirotaye je katiyeche....! keno emon holo take jantei hobe. hoyeto moner bhul. tao tar mone holo schooler sesh dine BIthi ke se dekheni, tar ekbar antoto dekha kore asha uchit.
purono schoole pouche Soma soja bordir ghore dhoklo. Geetika di bose ki sab alochona korchilen. soma ke dekhe ek gal heshe bollen" notun chakri te er modhyei chuti niye dekha korte chole ele? ta besh koreche...'' ebar Geetika di ke thamiye diye Soma hothati bole uthlo " accha Bithi kemon ache? schoole asche to?" Geetika di ghabre giye bollo.. "o tahole tumi tomar priyo chatrir mrityu sanbad sunei ekhane chute ele? ki kore khabor pele tumi? tomar to khabor poyar katha noy!!kal sokalei ghotona ta ghoteche! Meyeta anek din dhorei nana roge bhugchilo, pore jana gelo tar blood cancer hoyeche. abhabi sansar, bhalo kore chikitsha holo na...".. Geetika di r gola ta kromosho dure aro dure sore sore jacchilo...! Soma school theke beriye poreche, hatche.. khub druto hatche... jole chokh jhapsha hoye asheche.....chokher samne se kichui r dekhte pacche na..... gola chere kandte ecche korche tar!

amar jibone kokhono boro ekta chorai-utrai er modhye diye cholini. chotobelaye kokhono kono kothin asukh hoyechilo bole sunini, kokhon pore giye hat-pa o bhangeni. chotobelaye khub duronto chilam thiki, kintu douro-douri korte giye boro jor haNtu kete rakto goriyeche! ekbar Nepal berate giye rastar dhare balir opor pore giye galkhana bicchiri bhabe chore gechilo sunechi, tokhon arai-tin bochor boyesh chilo tai sei daag kobei miliye geche sorir theke!
Tokhon part I porikkha cholche r cholche European Cup ba kichu ekta Soccer tournament. sara bochorer porashona tokhon e cholche, r tar sathe rat jege khela dekha o porashona dutoi. 3/4 din rat jaga, ekdin dupure snan kore ranna ghor theke khabar niye khabarer thala hate siri diye namchi( amader barir ranna ghor theke namar jonne ekta dhap siri ache) , hothat chokher samne puro LOAD SHEDDING!jake bole BLACK OUT.
tarpor jokhon chokhe alo jollo, tokhon roktarokti! chokher niche galer kichu ta ongsho phete giye emon rakto berocche je jama ta puro rokte bhije geche! borof diye tulo diye tokhonkar moto rokto ke aktano gelo. bikele soja hospital. daktar misti kore bollo "beshi na tinte stitch korte hobe" aabar choker samne sab ondhokar dekhlam!
amar mukhomondole sei BLACK OUT er smriti-chinho ami ekhono bohon kore cholechi.
erpor gale bandage niye jokhon practical porikkha dite gelam college Hd Dept bolechilen "kar sathe maramari kore eli tui?"
amar galer kata dag ta dekhe ekhono majhe majhe anek ke bole ami naki maramari kori tar proman ota!!!

jaihok katha hocchilo jiboner chorai utrai niye....!schoole porar somoy ektu boro class e mane viii er por amader family te kichu problems kichu hoy, tarpor jol anek dur goriyechilo, sesab dingulo aste aste mon theke muche geleo kichu kichu katha ajo besh jontrona deye! joint family bhenge gelo! 15 jon theke hothat amra char jon hoye gelam! amar ek bondhu bolechilo"mou bhishon indifferent thakte pare" sottie ami pari, barite jokhon khub ashanti cholchilo, amke schoole ba baire keo dekhe ekbinduo kokhono bujhte pareni! ami jibon ke sab somoy positive bhabe niyechi.
ami joto ta storng mentality r sokto moner manush amar bon chilo thik tar ulto ta! abosso o tokhon anek choto! tobu or koishor mon ke aghat korechilo sei ghotona! amra to samle niyechi, moneo rakhini, bhule gechi sabtai praye!! Baba r katha majhe majhe mone bhebe kosto hoy! loktar jibonta kichuta holeo bodle diyeche sei ghotona.apon jonder kach theke ei aghat sojhyo kora khub khub kothin.

anek dur egiye asheche jibon, ager ghotona ke anekei amar jiboner ekta chorai-utrai bolte pare, jodio ami mone rakhini kichui. hya, jodi ba kichu ta mone rag khobh pushe rekhechi se amar nijer jonne noy-----amar baba r jonne r amar boner jonne!!
karon oi ghotona amake bindumatra (byektigotobhabe) shprosho korte pareni. so no hard feelings....! r hya tokhon theke ekhono porjonto amar amar mamarbarir bhumika, support, bisesh kore amar didama r sanniddho amader sab kichu theke rokkha kore asheche. tai ami boro rwini tader kache...!

~~কাছের মানুষ~~

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