Thursday, December 27, 2007

BRITHI


Mofosoler ek schoole notun chakri te join koreche Soma. Somake thik sohure meye bola chole na,karon tar chotobela ta keteche nana jayegaye.Babar rail er chakrir doulote kokhono Bhagalpur,kokhono Giridi abar kokhono ba Bandele.tobe University r porasona se koreche kolkata te hostel e theke. Tai mofosoler school er chakri te tar maniye nite kosto hoyeni.abosso eta somar protham chakri,tar ecche aro porasona kore college e poranor.

soptom sreni te tar odhikangsho class thake.soma itihasher shikkhika.chatro ba chatri der modhye tar chatriraitar kache beshi priyo,tar choto choto meyeder proti ekta aladai tan ache.nijer bon nei bolei hoyeto ,r makeo to se college e dhokar agei hariyeche.
soptom shrenir ekti meye take besh akorshon kore,tar nam Bithi, Bithi roj pora pare, protham diker sarite bose,class e mon diye pora shone.tobe se beshi katha bole na! board e kokhono tar nam othe na, keo tar name kono abhijogo kore na! dosher modhye ektai,Bithi majhe majhei school kamai kore. r soma lokkhyo koreche komai korar por Bithi jokhon schoole ashe take aro rugno, monmora dekhaye.

itimodhye schooler half yearly porikkha hoye geche r goromer chuti o pore geche.Soma eisomoy nijer porasonaye mon diyeche,r tar phNake porikkhar katha dekhte dekhte tar mone hoyeche tar porano bodhhoy sarthok, sobai besh bhalo phol koreche r Bithi itihashe sorboccho number peyeche. tar proti ekta alada bhalobasha ache bole hoyeto take kichu pokkhopatitto kore beshi number diyeche bhebe soma aro dubar khata ta check koreche, kintu na ekti numbero komate pareni.

sebochor school er barshik anushthan e chatrider gaan tuliyechilo soma. Bithio chilo sei chatri dole. kintu pujor chutir age hothat Bithi ke r dekhte pelo na soma. oder class teacher ke jante chaile Geetika di sudhu bolechilo, " ke Bithi? asche na bujhi? meye ta bhishon bhoge!" pujor chuti pore gelo!

pujor chutir modhyei sukhabor ta peye gelo Soma! College Service Commission er porikkhate sosommane uttirno hoyeche se. anande neche uthlo tar mon-pran. torighori kore school er head mistress ke phone ek nisshase janalo sab kichu. uni ektu khunno holen mone hoyechilo! kintu sesab bhabar somoy ki ache tar! kichudin agei interview dite giyei Soma bujhechilo ebar hoyeto tar colleger chakri ta hoye jabe! seta je eto taratari hater muthote chole asbe sottie ki bhebechilo se?

dumash porer katha bolchi...! kolkata theke kichu ta dhokkin dike chobish pargonar ek colleger adhyapika Soma Banerjee. schooler chakri ta se majh pothei chere diye chole elo bole ekhon tar majhe majhe khub aporadhbodh hoy! barshik porikkhar mukhei obhabe chatrigul ke jole phele dite se chayeni. colleger authority r kache somoy cheyechilo se, kintu tara shaf na bole daye!! tarpor ei dumashe schooltar katha tar mone hoyeni bisesh. kintu aj mon ta khub anmona, tiffin time e bose Somar mon kemon chonchol hocchilo bare bare! seshe kando ta ghotlo bikele bari pherar somoy!
shit kal panchta bajte na bajtei sondhye neme jaye! soma colleger kachei ekta bari bhara niye thake. barir khub kachei ashe hothat se sunte pelo tar pechone kar payer sobdo. protham bar moner bhul bhebe egiye chollo soma. ebar kaner kache sposhto sunte pelo ekta golar aoyaj... Bithir gola, " didi apni phire asun"! pechon phire takiye Somar chokh andhokare kake jeno hatrate laglo. kintu kaoke dekhte pelo na! edik odik egiye pechiye rastate khuje beralo, nah! keo nei charipashe. dur theke ekta cycle er tung tung gonti tar shombhit pheralo.

por din soma college giye anek bole koye dupurer pore chuti nilo. kalke se sara ta sondhye ratri ki asthirotaye je katiyeche....! keno emon holo take jantei hobe. hoyeto moner bhul. tao tar mone holo schooler sesh dine BIthi ke se dekheni, tar ekbar antoto dekha kore asha uchit.
purono schoole pouche Soma soja bordir ghore dhoklo. Geetika di bose ki sab alochona korchilen. soma ke dekhe ek gal heshe bollen" notun chakri te er modhyei chuti niye dekha korte chole ele? ta besh koreche...'' ebar Geetika di ke thamiye diye Soma hothati bole uthlo " accha Bithi kemon ache? schoole asche to?" Geetika di ghabre giye bollo.. "o tahole tumi tomar priyo chatrir mrityu sanbad sunei ekhane chute ele? ki kore khabor pele tumi? tomar to khabor poyar katha noy!!kal sokalei ghotona ta ghoteche! Meyeta anek din dhorei nana roge bhugchilo, pore jana gelo tar blood cancer hoyeche. abhabi sansar, bhalo kore chikitsha holo na...".. Geetika di r gola ta kromosho dure aro dure sore sore jacchilo...! Soma school theke beriye poreche, hatche.. khub druto hatche... jole chokh jhapsha hoye asheche.....chokher samne se kichui r dekhte pacche na..... gola chere kandte ecche korche tar!

Friday, December 14, 2007

amar jibone kokhono boro ekta chorai-utrai er modhye diye cholini. chotobelaye kokhono kono kothin asukh hoyechilo bole sunini, kokhon pore giye hat-pa o bhangeni. chotobelaye khub duronto chilam thiki, kintu douro-douri korte giye boro jor haNtu kete rakto goriyeche! ekbar Nepal berate giye rastar dhare balir opor pore giye galkhana bicchiri bhabe chore gechilo sunechi, tokhon arai-tin bochor boyesh chilo tai sei daag kobei miliye geche sorir theke!
Tokhon part I porikkha cholche r cholche European Cup ba kichu ekta Soccer tournament. sara bochorer porashona tokhon e cholche, r tar sathe rat jege khela dekha o porashona dutoi. 3/4 din rat jaga, ekdin dupure snan kore ranna ghor theke khabar niye khabarer thala hate siri diye namchi( amader barir ranna ghor theke namar jonne ekta dhap siri ache) , hothat chokher samne puro LOAD SHEDDING!jake bole BLACK OUT.
tarpor jokhon chokhe alo jollo, tokhon roktarokti! chokher niche galer kichu ta ongsho phete giye emon rakto berocche je jama ta puro rokte bhije geche! borof diye tulo diye tokhonkar moto rokto ke aktano gelo. bikele soja hospital. daktar misti kore bollo "beshi na tinte stitch korte hobe" aabar choker samne sab ondhokar dekhlam!
amar mukhomondole sei BLACK OUT er smriti-chinho ami ekhono bohon kore cholechi.
erpor gale bandage niye jokhon practical porikkha dite gelam college Hd Dept bolechilen "kar sathe maramari kore eli tui?"
amar galer kata dag ta dekhe ekhono majhe majhe anek ke bole ami naki maramari kori tar proman ota!!!

jaihok katha hocchilo jiboner chorai utrai niye....!schoole porar somoy ektu boro class e mane viii er por amader family te kichu problems kichu hoy, tarpor jol anek dur goriyechilo, sesab dingulo aste aste mon theke muche geleo kichu kichu katha ajo besh jontrona deye! joint family bhenge gelo! 15 jon theke hothat amra char jon hoye gelam! amar ek bondhu bolechilo"mou bhishon indifferent thakte pare" sottie ami pari, barite jokhon khub ashanti cholchilo, amke schoole ba baire keo dekhe ekbinduo kokhono bujhte pareni! ami jibon ke sab somoy positive bhabe niyechi.
ami joto ta storng mentality r sokto moner manush amar bon chilo thik tar ulto ta! abosso o tokhon anek choto! tobu or koishor mon ke aghat korechilo sei ghotona! amra to samle niyechi, moneo rakhini, bhule gechi sabtai praye!! Baba r katha majhe majhe mone bhebe kosto hoy! loktar jibonta kichuta holeo bodle diyeche sei ghotona.apon jonder kach theke ei aghat sojhyo kora khub khub kothin.

anek dur egiye asheche jibon, ager ghotona ke anekei amar jiboner ekta chorai-utrai bolte pare, jodio ami mone rakhini kichui. hya, jodi ba kichu ta mone rag khobh pushe rekhechi se amar nijer jonne noy-----amar baba r jonne r amar boner jonne!!
karon oi ghotona amake bindumatra (byektigotobhabe) shprosho korte pareni. so no hard feelings....! r hya tokhon theke ekhono porjonto amar amar mamarbarir bhumika, support, bisesh kore amar didama r sanniddho amader sab kichu theke rokkha kore asheche. tai ami boro rwini tader kache...!

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

~~কাছের মানুষ~~

মেয়ের মা-বাবার জীবনটা বেশ অদভূত,তাই না?
একটি ছেলে-একটি মেয়ে থাকলে তাও বাঁচোয়া,
মেয়ে গেলেও ছেলেতো রইল ঘরে!
এসব দেখে মেয়ের মা হতে বড় ভয় করে।

ভাই-বোন কিম্বা দুই বোন;এতকাল ছিল পাশাপাশি
কথায় কথায় ঝগড়া,খুনশুটি লেগেই থাকে।
আজ সেই ঘরে সব আসবাব আগের মতই,
শুধু দুটো মানুষের অনুপস্থিতি।।

কাছের মানুষরা এইভাবে একদিন দূরে দূরে সরে যাবে।
জীবন তবু থেমে থাকে না,
স্মৃতিঘেরা সরণী ধরে আরো আরো
কত পথ হাঁটে জীবন।।

আমার নতুন বনধুরা‍‍‍~~


আমার নিজের শহর,বাড়ি-ঘর,পরিবার-পরিজন,কলেজ,বনধুদের ছেড়ে যেদিন একেবারে নতুন একটা শহর,নতুন একটা আসতানায় এসে উঠলাম---তখন শুধুই একটা নতুন জীবনের হাতছানি ছিল....এতশত কিছুই ভাবিইনি। তারপর একাকীত্ব যখন গ্রাস করবে করবে ভাবছে আমাকে,ঠিক তখনি পেলাম এক নতুন জগতের সনধান।
এক ঝাঁক নতুন মুখ...কিছু তরতাজা প্রাণ। অনেক কিছু করার প্রেরণা যোগায় ঐ মুখগুলো। কখন কিভাবে যেন ওরা সবাই আমার খুব আপনার লোক,খুব কাছের মানুষ হয়ে ওঠে।
তাই এখন সকালবেলা উঠেই গাৱগীর " Good morning dear" ডাক টা না শুনলে দিনটা শুরুই হতে চায়ে না...

জীবন প্রতিদিন আমাদের সামনে কত না বিসময় হাজির করে,দুহাত ভরে তার সবটুকু নিঃশেষে নিয়ে নিতে ইচেছ করে।চলার পথের এই ছোট ছোট পাওয়াগুলোই বেঁচে থাকাকে সমৃদধ করে।

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Monday, November 12, 2007

Protibad koro

anek bochor periye gelo,
anek kathar holo apochoy.
anek poth par holo to,
sudin kobe asbe hay!!

Manush mere ghor jhaliye,
lutche moja shasok.
sorbonashi khelaye motto tara
sobuj gram ke baniye dilo norok!

ei grameo chilo pala parbon,
khete chilo dhan,
aj manushgulo morche sudhu,
chil-sokun nicche tader ghran.

chotto sishur kanna dekheo
shasok bibekhin,
sokol hisesh lekha thaklo,
aj palta aghat haanar din!

protibad ashuk, michil namuk,
somoy poth hatar,
shasokder ke bujhiye dao
annoy kore pabe na tumi par!

amar dukkho ami nirupaye,
namte parini pothe,
tomra sobai koro bidroho
jeno ekta jhor othe!!

Friday, October 26, 2007

PUJO ~2007



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Ram Krishna Mission, Mumbai 'r Durga Puja.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

~~PUJOR SMRITI~~



Pujor katha bolte gelei anek katha eksathe mone pore amar....!! sei schoole pujor chuti porar din ta, naki protham pujor je jama ta haate petam tar molayem porosh, ba pujabarshikir notun patar gondho ta!!

ekhono kichu kichu gaan sunle pujor katha mone pore......oi gaan guloi mar kache pujor gaan hoye thake!!!mone ache, jedin dui-bone mile baba r sathe pujor bazar korte jetam New market theke, pherar pothe thik baba Symphony te dukhe pujor gaaner notun cassette kinto. Sumaner Gaaner notun cassette tar jonne khub aggroho niye apekha kortam!

schoole pujor chuti porar dine,2/3 te class hoye anusthan suru hoye jeto. ekbar class V ami pujor chutir anusthane nechechilam, ha ha ha ha. setai amar school jibone protham r sesh nacher performance. erpor aabar sei college fest e nach...!!jaihok ,chuti porar dintate amader modhye bhishon anando, pujote bondhura mile ekdin berotam, motamuti seta class VII/VIII thekei. tai sesh din bhalo kore plan kore neoya...........!!

jibone erporeo anek chuti peyechi, ekhon to sara bochor e chuti katacchi, kintu schooler sei pujor chuti r moto chuti r bujhi phire pabo na!!

class IX e porte amra 5/6 jon bondhu sosthir din sokal bela ekta mojar kando ghotiyechilam.........!!amra Lake town,Bangurer thakur dekhte beriye soja Bhaichung Bhutiyar bari chole gechilam. tokhon amra bhishon Bhaichung er fan chilam. ekhon bhablei bhishon hashi paye, kintu sedin amra rastar lokke jiggasha kore kore dupur roddure thik kujhe ber korechilam amader gontobyo.........!! ekhono autograph book khulle sediner Bhaichung er kora autograph ta sediner sab paglamir smriti taja kore deye.......!!

college e porar somoy pujo elo amar kache notun saje. protham swadhinotar aswas......sei swadhinata amake keo age deyeni, ekhon dilo....thik ta noy!! eta bodhhoy chinta bhabnar swadhinota, ami anek ta boro hoye gechi eta bujhechilam jokhon bari theke ,rat jege bondhu ra mile Maddox Square adda deoyar permission peye gelam...!! mone ache Nabamir din ami r Rajib Priya te nite show te Chokher Bali cime ta dekhechilam. setao pujor ek modhur smriti amar kache...!!

2004 er pujote amra kolkatar praye somosto thakur dekhe phelechilam, ekhono mone hoy eito sei diner katha....! athocho aj 2007 er pujor dorgoraye dNariye... 2005 e pujote ami Mumbai te chilam pujor kota din . bondhura mile gari kore rat jege gota mumbai ghure thakur dekhechilam.r gotobar pujo chilo biyer por amar protham pujo. Ramkrishna Mission,mumbai er pujote astomir anjali dilam, bhog khelam. Mumbai er taroka khochito pujo Lokhandwala, r sei pujotei beshir bhag somoy ketechilo agerbar.

ekdom chotobelar katha mone pore na. tobe tokhon amra protyek pujote kolkatar bayire berate jetam. setaro ekta aladai moja chilo. amar baba bhishon berate bhalobashe. class VII obdhi mone ache protyek pujote amra kothao na kothao berate jabo. tarpor ektu boro hobar por baba ke boltam 'pujor char te din katiye kothao jai na..?, kolkatar pujo to dekhai hoy na!!' pujote anekei je berate chole jaye sohorer hoi-hottogol theke dure ta bojha jeto Howrah statione jokhon amra train dhorte jetam,tokhon. sadharonoto sosthir din bari theke royona ditam. rastaye thakur dekhar bhir upekkha kore amader taxi chutto Hawrah stationer dike.. tokhon setai bhishon romanchokor chilo, ekta notun jayega dekhar ananda jeno mone prane romancher sonchar korto........!!

pujor chutir por school khule result beroto, ami jokhon schoole poratam tokhon ami nije ter petam je pujor por khata dekhate giye bacchagulo ke ki kostoi na dicchi...!! tai pujor resh ta besh khanik ta kete jabar por ami sebar oder khata dekhiyechilam...!!!

ami ektu nashtik-gocher, mane nije ekhono barite sara bochor pujo path kori na. kintu ei Durga pujar din gulo te apna apnie ma durgar protimar samne chokh bondho kore hat jor kore dariye pori. ekta subho sokti je ache mayer pujote eta biswas korte khub bhalo lage....... !! tar subho soktir abahone jogot ke mete uthte dekhe bhalo lage, mone hoy eto hotasha, hingsha, mritu, biswashanita, nongramir modhyeo utsober din gulo manush ke anek kachakachi ene deye, notun kore bNeche thakar rosad jogaye...........!!!!!!! aj ekhan thekei suru kora jete pare ekta notun jibon---etotai sokti ache Utsaber modhye!!

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

manush khub taratari sab bhule jaye!!!


tomar gaan sune choto theke boro holam. ekhon ekla dingulo sudhumatra tomar gan sunei amar kete jaye............!! o ganwala r ekta gan gao na....... kinba tomake bhababoi bhababo........ tomar tulona ami khujhi na kokhono bohu bebohar kora kono upomaye...........

kintu aj saradin ami boro asanto chilam. jokhon jante parlam 2nd sept,07 , tomar anuthane naki kichu apriyo ghotona ghote geche!!! thik ki hoyechilo ami ta to jani na, jehetu ami sekhane chilam na! kintu suman ke niye kono baje katha bolte ba sunte ami chirokali obhyosto noi.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007


dream like you'll live forever. Live like you'll die tomorrow...........

Where there is sorrow there is holy ground.

Oscar Wilde
"Every one is born a king, and most people die in exile, like most kings".

Anjan Dutta r THE BONG CONNECTION film ta dekhlam.ek kothaye asadharon.....sekhane true kolkata r bangalir chobi tule dhorete pereche porichalok.....ei kolkatar chele Apu jemon bidesher chakri helay chere diye Aporajito hoye dekhate pereche. temni, newyork ke boro hoyota Andy sikorer tane kolkataye ase dekhe geche tar dadubhaier sohore tar kono jeyega na thakleo se lomba racer ghoda, bideshe manush hoyeo tar dhomonite Santiniketoner baul sur khela kore....Opportunist prithibir sab deshei ache.... aabar Apu Andy der moto anek dur dourobe emon Aparajito rao ache.....


chobite ekta Rabindra Sangeet "Pagla haowar badol dine" ektu Westernize form e use kora hoyeche, jeta besh bhalo legecge.

Sayan Munshi is mind blowing, bhalo legeche Parambrata keo. Raima ke khub bhalo lage.

Friday, August 10, 2007


Dear Rohini........my little sis.-:)



'If you believe in peace, act peacefully; if you believe in love, acting lovingly; if you believe every which way, then act every which way, that's perfectly valid— but don't go out trying to sell your beliefs to the system. You end up contradicting what you profess to believe in, and you set a bum example. If you want to change the world, change yourself'

by Thomas Eugene

If little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness, if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me, ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated, in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten, my love feeds on your love, beloved, and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine. @Neruda

BANGLAR BODHU..........


orkute ashe amar protham eto bondhu paoya je community r jonne................ -:)

CHOKHER BALI..............


orkut e amader sobar priyo community CHOKHER BALI-:)
amra meyera sei choto bela theke moner katha ujar kore bolar jonne kao ke khuje berai. bangla sahitye a rokom soi patanor golpo paoya jay anek. tar modhye sobar age mone pore Rabindra nath Thakurer CHOKHER BALI r katha.....uponnasye ki porinoti hoyechilo,se dike amra r jacchi na.amra ekhane eke oporer chokher bali hote chai emon bhabe jate amra eke opor ke CHOKE HARAI..........chokherbali@googlegroups.com eta chokher balir google group er id jara join korte chao korte paro...............
from SUBARNA & MOUMITA-:)

amar school...

RamKrishna Sarada Mission Sister Nivedita Girls' School, Baghbazar,Kolkata

Canteen, Presidency College,Kolkata


My Family...........


Ma, rajib, baba, piu..........
kolkata, 22/07/07

Tinni


chotto tinni dekhte dekhte boro hoye gelo..........!

amar Didama.........


Didama ke ami beshi bhalobashi mayer thekeo........chotobelaye manush koreche amader.
r didama ke niye koto bar cinema dekhteo gechi............!!

amar anka chobi.............


amar sohor........chena chena poth-ghat........

kolkata.......

baghbazar ghat
KOLKATAR CHITHI........4/08/07
akash thekeii nijer sohor ta ke dekhe khub ananda hocchilo!! amra sokal 9.30 nagat kolkata airporte land korlam...............ager dudin bristi hoyechilo, bristi bheja sohorta jeno amake probol bege tanchilo amar ghorer dike................sedin dupure jomiye ilish macch khelam......amar swasur bari Asansol, tai amader plan chilo ekta wk kolkataye r ekta wk asansole katabo.....amader ek bondhur biye chilo kolkataye 24th & 27th nemontonno chilo......21tarik pouchei bikele college gelam......eta amra protibar kori, age theke bondhuder bola chilo(jara kolkataye ache) bikel ta darub katlo college bose............22 tarik amader sei bisesh dinti chilo..........sedin ekta katha khub mone hocchilo .....dekhte dekhte ki kore je ekta bochor pashapashi theke kete gelo amader ter e pelam na........................................mone hoy ei to sedin biye ta holo,koto hoi hullor, attio swajon, bondhu bandhab, eito sedin bari ghor baba ma bon didama ke chere mumbai pari dilam......................r eri modhye 1 ta bochor par hoye gelo!! sedin amra barir sobai mile OH CALCUTTA te lunch korte gechilam.......kolkataye thakakalin 2to cinema dekhlam...Anuranan r Partnerbondhur biyete khub ananda korechi.........rajiber schooler best friend chilo Arijit, tari biye chilo, ananda to hobei.....swasurbarite ekhon swasur-swasuri ekai thaken, tobe kachakachi rajiber mamar bari ache, sobar sathe tader bari giye dekha korlam......rajiber didir bari Bankura r Rangamati te................puropuri gram bola jabe na, tobe adha sohor adha gram bola jaye.....Damodar nadir apare Barddhoman opare Bankura, jayega ta amader khub bhalo lage......okhane gele nirmal batash sebon kora jaye atleast............ager baro amra didir barite 2 din katiye asechilam. okhane deshi murgir mansho, pukurer macch, r ekta asadharan testy rosogolla paoya jaye... khub kheyechi.......!!rajiber didir meyer boyesh 2 / half yrs......bhishon misti hoyeche.....khub bhalo katalo somoy ta...

kolkataye amar schooler bondhuder sathe dekha korechi, ekjoner bariteo chilam rate, sedin sararat amra adda diyechi..............r anek CD kinlam , satyajit ray er cinemar, lopamudrar radindrasangeeter.....goriahate giye tuktak shopping.....................dekhte dekhte phuriye gelo somoy ta........................pherar somoy ektai ashar khabor niye elam .....amar bon (amra du e bon) asche nxt wk mumbaite , 1 month er age oke charchi na.................o graduation sesh korlo ebar ,r november e or biye, tai ebhabe dujone mile somoy katanor hoyeto r pabo na................!!!

bhalo theko...tomader jonne roilo anek anek bhalobasha.......

Moumita.


amar ghorer proti choto choto jinish ami nijer moto kore sajhiyechi............jekhane ami thaki sei ghor ta emon hoya uchit jeno ami sekhane ekta jibon khuje pai.............dure kothao gele bar bar phire aste ecche kore ei ghorer tane............


Ei ekla ghor amar desh................



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